International award winning Poet and Painter. Poet Patrick John Mills poetry and paintings paint the mind with an intense insight into your desires, hidden feelings, and dying love of life.

 

International Award winning poetry: Love Poems.... intense love poems...

Her and Him

 

 

Like every bird 

she was free to fly

in his sky

she spread her wings 

in his night 

he tripped

he fell

just a little hell

and they died together.

 

                                                                                                              Published in Shadows and Light

                                                                                                             Library of Congress 1-57553-006-6

                                                                                                           written 1995

 

 

 

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every minute

of every day

 

I can feel you

touch you

 

love you

be with you

 

she holds

your heart in tenderness

 

all your senses

sensitive

 

she understands

she believes

 

all our promises

everything

 

falls

from the clouds

 

like rain

she waters the earth.

 

(written Feb 2001)

 

 

 

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Titled: happy

 

impossible 

it seems impossible

 

to be fat and lazy

content and happy

 

her breast hung out of her heart blouse 

tender and tempting

 

poor boy + poor girl

eating fat diamond dreams.

written 1997

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Titled: I should go fishing

                    or

          just another ass poem

 

 

Can you smell

my hair burn

I will shave

my facial hair

 

Fast for a week

lookin' so bleak

But death is on my side

Suicide

We should cry

why not die

smoke and get high

 

I walk down so

many streets 

I should just cheat

It's not fair

Why do we care

We never share

Where's Saint Nick

We're all dicks

 

I walk the block 

hear a lot of talk

I should go fishing

Where's my rod?

the horizon is broad

 

I should specialize 

do you hear 

all my cries

 

I should just smell 

my hair burn 

and never learn.

 

                                                                                        Written 1995

 

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Titled: Come to me

 

I was left to linger

I was left to rome

I was left to search the unknown

 

Will it come to me?

Will it come to me?

My feet are off the ground

and I'm spinning around

 

Will it come to me?

Will it come to me?

 

I was left to linger

I was left to Rome

so much unspoken

so much left in my head

 

I was left to linger 

I was left to Rome

come to me

come to me

come to me.

                   Published in Best Poems of 1996

                                      Library of Congress ISBN 1-56167-284-X

written 1995

 

 

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Titled: A question

 

 

Someone asked me, 'Why the obsession

    with bones and skeletons?'

I replied, 'I feel like a little boy

    that can not sleep on Christmas eve...

    It is a present - it is 

    God's creation wrapped up in skin.'

 

                                                                                    written 1995

 

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Go - only if you want to

Sit down - only if you must

Kiss the butterfly of beauty and  sing with the dead in the 

garden of evermore

The gate to the cemetery is rustic and the graves may be calling

your name

A little boy is walking home and he decides to take a short cut

But finds himself flying into the bottom of the big blue sea.

 

                                                                                    Written 1995

 

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Titled: Anything

 

take me

rape me

kiss me

hold me

Do anything you want

 

Blow me

like a candle

light me

burn me

anything for pain

Just make me feel - real

deny

cry

crucify

I want to die

       in pools of blood

       and lick up your kiss of life

 

You are me

as

I am you

   here we go again

   playing this foolish game

anything for pain.

 

                                                                    Written 1996

 

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Titled: Princes Crown

 

Nested in a cocoon

in circles of self esteem

to be nested in your womb

in circles of your love

 

To live each day like the first

to walk on the dark side of the moon

to drown in the princes crown

to swim in the mermaids serpent tail

it's just another fairy tale.

 

                                                                                                Published in Shadows of Light

                                                                                                Library of Congress: 1-57553-006-6

                                                                                              written 1995

 

 

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Titled: Tiger

 

an animal ran into

my studio, a tiger

 

a massive predator

its teeth, its jaws

 

bite 

into my neck

 

and threw me around

the room like a 

 

rag doll, it humbled

me, it stung me like

 

a bumble bee

and I found myself

 

lying on the studio floor

wounded.

 

                                                         (Written 2001)

 

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Titled: The Artist

 

Pregnant

Yoke happiness

fry it in the ground

Drive my car

    when it comes around

    into the ground

    into the dirt

it doesn't matter if i hurt

vehicle of the work.

 

Written 1994

 

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Titled: Big Apple

 

Jesus - walked naked in our garden

Eat the Big Apple

Here in New York Times

Creatures walk down these uneven sidewalks

Like Death,

        spirits breath

                    in shadows.

 

Written 1995

 

 

 

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Titled: Dance Around

 

Dance

Dance

Dance around my shower

 

Piss in yer eye

Piss in yer eye

walk away

 

I eye I

I want to dance

Dance around my shower

 

I am going around the bend

 

My shadows bark at the moon

 

I got dreams

         in my head


I want to

     jump off buildings

     and fly

     like Superman

     fly like Superman

 

And I want to

     dance around

    dance around

     dance around my shower.

 

Written 1994

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two lovers

blowin' in the wind

 

she gave him

her heart

and he gave her

his life

to have and to hold

 

at the end of

the day they

sleep in the same dream

under the stars

dancing in the sun

two hearts beating as one

 

(wriiten Sept 2001)

 

 

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Titled: Who Says

 

Who says these kisses

can't sail us away

 

who says this love

can't open up the heavens

 

who says the clock

has to go to sleep

 

who says the moon

can't light the night

 

who says our love

will ever die

 

the sun does not stop

shinning when the night comes

 

love does not end

when the heart fails to beat

 

every winters day

every springs blossom

every summer sun

I fall in love with you

(written Sept 2001)

 

 

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You are my heaven

the flower petals in your eyes

the ocean in your arms

the jewels in your heart

everything precious

everything tender

every night with you

is a dream

you are my heaven

(written Sept 2001)

 

 

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